Most of my dream was a remembrance or possibly another dream of a time I was forcefully admitted to a psych hospital. They were trying to get something from me, but I'm not sure what. I knew thinking about what they wanted would give it to them, so I fought against myself to not remember. There were multiple scenes/ memories of my time there were I was being drugged and them trying to get the information. It was extremely real and elaborate, but then I woke up in my dream and I was home, but I was concerned because I couldn't remember being released so I went back because I was afraid that if I left town for the fourth that they would come looking for me to take me back. I was also scared that I was going to show up and get re-admitted, but when I got there and explained the situation the intake people called the director and she told them to tell me I wasn't supposed to be there and it was like they didn't want to talk to me or explain the situation, but I got the story that years ago the facility had a fire that burned most of it to the ground, but after 4 inmates were released and I knew I had done that. I kept telling the people around me that were being admitted to stay strong and not let them break you and then I started to leave when I heard in my mind "when all you do is the wrong thing, it feels wrong to do the right thing", and I woke up for real.
This dream appears to symbolize a struggle with personal power and control. The psych hospital represents a situation where you feel forcibly contained and manipulated, perhaps by external forces or even your own thoughts and emotions. The desire to not remember what they wanted from you suggests a resistance to giving in to outside influences and maintaining your own autonomy.
The scenes of being drugged and questioned could symbolize a fear of losing control over your own thoughts and actions. It may signify a feeling of being overwhelmed or trapped in a situation where you are forced to conform to external expectations or demands.
Waking up at home but being concerned about not remembering being released implies a lingering apprehension and uncertainty about your freedom and independence. You fear that if you leave or let your guard down, you will be drawn back into a similar situation or become vulnerable again.
The revelation of the fire that burned the facility and the fact that four inmates, including yourself, were released represents a moment of recognition and empowerment. It suggests that you have the strength to overcome oppressive situations and make positive changes in your life. Your insistence on encouraging others to stay strong indicates a desire to help and support those who may be going through similar struggles.
The final statement, "when all you do is the wrong thing, it feels wrong to do the right thing," could hint at a perceived conflict between doing what is expected of you and following your own path. This conflict may create a sense of internal conflict or confusion, making it difficult to discern the right course of action.
Overall, this dream conveys a struggle for personal freedom, a fear of losing control, and a determination to resist outside pressures. It suggests that you possess the strength and resilience needed to overcome challenging situations and support others in their own journeys.